Saturday, December 20, 2008

Ya RIGHT!!!!!!

"When u feel like writing you cant find pen and paper when u find pen and paper you dont find time when u find time and pen and paper you dont find the right words... "
(lazzy blogger- ME)"

I guess that pretty much sums up the way i am feeling at the moment.. so many things to write about but not finding the right words..
Actually is there such a thing as the right word.. come to think of what does the right word, right action, right time, right this right that.. mean?? . who decides this and do we ever agree with each other what is right ? The right thing to do. The right way to behave, the right thing to say.. I guess we all under this constant pressure to do what is right.. or in a never ending battle to prove that what we do and say is right and advocate that everybody around us should also accept what we feel or do is right, which as we all know never happens so we continue to convince ourself that, yes what i said or did was right and the rest of the world can accept it if they want or prove me wrong.

RG and myself have worked this non-alignment policy where we never say "oh thats not right" instead we say " i was being honest" or "Ok.. I am fine with it if u are ok" etc etc.. trust me it works wonders and once hear the code word we reanalyse our decision and actions or words and if we are still convinced we go excute the plan however we still do bypass the policy once in a while but then thats all right!..
I am learning very slowly and must admit very late that, One cant always be right and one should see a situation from all angles before hitting the right button.. I guess the search for the right thingy ( word i learnt from RG) is never ending and its best left that way.. If we all agreed that we all are right then we would have still believed the earth is flat and that elvis is still not dead.. and we wouldnt have had wars and bloodshed.. no divorce no quarrels..(wo)man! life would have been so smooth..

All right.. I still havent got the right topic to write about so i am goin to try tomorow.. Anyway i wanted to ask you RG...Is it all right to miss gym tomorrow.. Ok you dnt have to throw the book at me!!! yikes.!! the search for right continues..... good Nite/morning..

Mantra for the day:
"Never ask a guy or girl :why were u online even at 3:00am in the morning"




Friday, December 19, 2008

Self-explanation....

It had reddish-brown eyes, or was it some colours which I could'nt decipher. It was stairing, continuously stairing at me. Naked in the bathroom I was like a soldier left alone in the field with grenades falling from every direction and paralysed due to the evil observing me. I wanted it to move. I wanted to imagine that it had gone but I knew that I'd be cheating myself. The RAT.... wish I could read it as "him". The tale doesn't begin with the rat neither does it end on it, but yet it plays an important role. The role of the gothic in the tale. The tale is of women but ofcourse, women and with some men lingering in the scene! Not the damsels in distress.. but the damsels who like to put people (can also be read as RATS...) in distress!

Behind every successful man, there is an untold pain in his heart- BILL JACOBS.... Don't make promise when you are in JOY . Don't reply when you are SAD..Don't take decisions when you are ANGRY. Think twice, Act wise.